Cause it's clearly gotten up, gone away and doesn't appear to be resurfacing anytime soon!
I have a dissertation proposal that needs revising, three in progress publications that need attention, a house that is in desperate need of some deep cleaning, and a yard that is in danger of being overtaken by weeds. I have zero desire to even touch any of these endeavors.
I am in much better shape than I was two weeks ago (mentally and physically), but I am still struggling with feeling "normal".
I am getting a decent amount of sleep, eating pretty well, and exercising. I went to the doctor a few weeks ago for a thyroid checkup. All is well on that front and he tested my iron which looked good too.
After giving it some thought I think the issue is my brain. After a semester that kicked my ass new stressors keep popping up that require my immediate attention-cancer...resolution in being a family of three...breaking up with our adoption agency...home repairs...speech disorders. This is on top of ya know regular life stuff-taking care of little people....taking care of dogs...maintaining relationships...keeping up with regular housework...
It's like my brain is currently processing like an iPhone 4 but my life requires more of an iPhone 8. My brain is moving at a glacial pace and the storage is full even though new apps are needed ASAP!
Not quite sure how to get a brain upgrade, but I feel like this would help:).
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