Rather 1984 was the last time I didn't personally experience a first day of school.
Until today.
Now I have learned over the last two years that school systems can still survive without me, BUT can I survive without school?
Not a question I had ever considered before.
When I was younger, ok until like 5 minutes ago, I (arrogantly) could not comprehend how people could graduate and not know what they were going to go next. However, putting everything (and I mean everything) into God's hands has been a game changer. I am putting one foot in front of the other with a flexible plan.
However, there are times (more and more times now that I am officially graduated) that I think I keep trying to be in charge again. The tell tale sign? Anxiety that seems to settle right in the middle of my chest.
When I truly give it to God I feel at peace. That peace is amazing and something I have never before experienced. When I do things on God's time and with his guidance tremendous things happen.
Old habits are hard to break.
Guess there's no time better than now.
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