In all the cluster that was this past spring I held things together relatively well (on the outside at least!), but one area I pretty much just gave up was tracking my spending to stay in budget. As a result we hemorrhaged money in 2018.
This overage took a hit on our savings to which I honestly had not paid much attention to since I automated all of our payments back in January. Actually had J.T. not asked last week what was going on with our savings account I would probably still be on budgeting autopilot and none the wiser.
This discovery led to our Saturday couch date night transforming into a State of the Keller Family Budget meeting.
Woo-hoo do we know how to have fun;).
Obviously it was not fun, but it was enlightening in more ways than one.
When we looked at J.T.'s medical expenses we figured out the amount that is needed to meet his deductible. It is not a small figure and given the fact we were already concerned about our financial situation we were more than a little nervous.
Well wouldn't you know? The total is covered almost exactly by the tax refund we got at the end of April and hadn't touched. It is no happy accident that the timing of its deposit into our savings account coincides directly with the discovery of the kidney stone and tumor.
When we looked at the spending over the last few months we figured out the amount that was used from our savings. Again, no small figure. Again it was covered. This time it was covered almost exactly by the money we had saved for the legal and travel expenses for our anticipated but never meant to be adoption the door to which we officially closed the morning of the day J.T. noticed something was up with our savings.
Though I have always been a Christian I also used to believe there were coincidences.
Now I see them for what they are-God's handiwork.
Despite all of my many failings God has my back every. single. time. For this I count EVERY blessing.
"I am counting every blessing, counting every blessing
Letting go and trusting when I cannot see
I am counting every blessing, counting every blessing
Surely every season You are good to me."
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